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.Victim of a dream. by Nonnetta .Victim of a dream. by Nonnetta
I thought I was on the verge of fulfilling my old dream of fly away and build a new life.
I never realised it was all in my mind, far-off from reality.

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So, my application for an Erasmus year in England wasn't accepted. On the contrary my flatmate is going to live 9 months in Spain, and I'm a bit sad.
The problem is I started to believe in this opportunity probably because everyone around me was sure I would have been chosen. So I was a bit disappointed reading I wasn't chosen.
It was a big dream of mine, but well you must carry on with life! :]
I hope there will be some changes in the near future and, in particular, that I will able to make the right decisions in the following months. In the meantime I'm going to study for this year exams at uni.
Probably I will go abroad in the summer, and who knows, next year it may be the lucky one to leave for some time!

Anyway, I must say I'm really sorry to avoid comments on my last works and journals. I don't have the time, so give me until July at least. Although I'm counting on coming back sooner!!! :)


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:iconarchuletashannon100:
archuletashannon100 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2016
This piece has so many meanings for me thank you Rose 
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:iconabdullahkhalid:
AbdullahKhalid Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Professional Interface Designer
love it
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:iconuey-s:
UEY-S Featured By Owner May 16, 2014  Professional General Artist
Wow.. I love this!! So good, well done with mixing media
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:iconnonnetta:
Nonnetta Featured By Owner May 16, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks a lot :3
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ALGdecora Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2013  Professional Artist
delicious
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:iconiloveyoukindsir:
ILoveYouKindSir Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2012  Student General Artist
So Unique and pretty <3 Love it ~
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appuraa Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2012
Aww, so cute!
I hope you achieve your dreams soon, even if they weren't the ones you first anticipated.
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:iconinvadertak1999:
invadertak1999 Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Amazing work!:D
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:iconnonnetta:
Nonnetta Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks :)
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:iconinvadertak1999:
invadertak1999 Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
welcome!:)
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:iconlouderthanapplause:
louderthanapplause Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
This made me tear up a little bit........ It's so beautiful.
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:iconnonnetta:
Nonnetta Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:heart:
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:iconnba76:
Nba76 Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2012
Nice work, and sorry to see your dream not being realized.
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:iconnonnetta:
Nonnetta Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks! I'm trying to not to give up, focusing on new dreams, hopes. It's hard work but in the end I suppose it would be worth it (:
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Nba76 Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2012
I don't know exactly, but for me, focusing on new hopes and dreams can help. And I keep telling ppl, don't give up and sometimes,I think I'm saying that just to help others and not believe it myself... But reality is, we can't just give up even tho we keep fighting and fighting...but it gets boring after some time..I hope you understand, what I'm trying to say..

Much love to you and others that are in this kind of situations. <3
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Nonnetta Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Sadly I understand what you mean quite well. Nowadays I find myself in the habit to let all slip away, 'cause I don't have the strenght or the will to keep fighting, and to move my mind towards new dreams and hopes. Yes, it can be helpfull but sometimes I feel like it's some kind of way out, like it's only the simplest choice.

Thanks anyway! I wish the same to you :hug:
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Nba76 Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2012
I feel empty when I can't find a will to fight for it.

It's all a cursed circle, sometimes you feel this way and another day you feel that way and it comes down to how you feel, and how will you react. :(

And sad thing that keeps going trough my mind all the time...emotions can't or are impossible to control :(
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MarchFlyingFish Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2012  Student Artist
THIS IS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO PRETTY...It always happens to me
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:iconnonnetta:
Nonnetta Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks :D
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Tipo12 Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Student Photographer
Thanks!
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Protey17 Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2012  Student Interface Designer
True! Great style =)
You aint no shallow-zombie-person, 4Sure
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thebobi Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2012
[link] I put your photo under a hungarian quote in my blog.
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suichio Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
how did you do the editing? its so cool! :O
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QuietIndigo Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2011
that's way rad
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anonumouc Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2011  Hobbyist Artist
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TheCoffeeRainbow Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
Ah.. it's pretty...
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Birisi6th Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2011
its really beautiful
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karyajanat Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2011  Hobbyist Interface Designer
great art
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madowee11 Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2011
great art
sometimes we really become victim of dreams,sometimes the victim of our own sweet dreams and sometimes the victim of our foes' devil dreams.
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wantme234 Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2011
Very creative, love this. Had to add it to my favorites!
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nuggiii Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2011
its great.. i like it.. :)
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thebobi Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2011
this photo looks great.
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Shaworon16 Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
hmmm I dont really understand but yes its look so cool how you blend two thing together
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Tantamont-to-Music Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2011  Hobbyist Writer
I really like the contrast of all of the different parts. Fantastic!
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starpersona Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2011  Student
it kinda looks cute (^_^)
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Darkchocolate553 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2011
aw I'm really sorry about your application :(
still, this draw is awesome
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WailHeart Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
this is really cute :D like it how you place drawings behind picture xD
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tizianotoniutti Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2011
wonderful!
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puppet-palooza Featured By Owner May 20, 2011  Student Artist
added to favourites & love it<3
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GraphicCreatology Featured By Owner May 13, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Good idea .. nice changing
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raych-strikes-again Featured By Owner May 4, 2011   General Artist
This is great. I love it. What do you use to draw your art with?
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GhuneiM Featured By Owner May 2, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
be patient!
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ElizabethGoldenleaf Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2011
love it
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MaidMars Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2011
It is so sweet and dreamy.... and kinda sad as well.
Love those colours, quite surreal. (:
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PenxSword-Writer Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2011   Photographer
I love this picture. It's incredible and moving and it speaks such volumes to me. You're a fantastic artist. Thank you for sharing your work. :3
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PyrateYoster Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2011
Haha, I am one for sure! Its what makes life great though I guess.
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PurpleJarOfHearts Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2011   Writer
I really love this piece. I must say, did you take the background picture yourself? Or did you use a stock? I love the air balloon, it's all really beautifully done. (:

~PurpleJarOfHearts
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friedinsanity Featured By Owner Jan 29, 2011
Superior. Very well done! :D
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Chely91 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2011
Just love it..it has been on my desktop for a long time.Congrats! :)
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malakuchka Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2011  Professional Interface Designer
ti posso chiedere un'immagine pił grande x lo sfondo? Ho lo schermo di 13". Grazie :heart:
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